I Owe You an Apology…

I love you. I know I do not always show it, or say it. But I do. I love the way you are always there for me, and never let me down. I love your humor, your sensitivity, your quick wit. I love a lot of things about you. I know I have been overly critical of you, and verbally beat you up. I know I have told you some of the meanest things you have ever heard. I know I have let you down. I want to say, I am sorry.

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I know I have not always been your biggest fan, I have been hypercritical of your appearance. I have been hypercritical of your choices in life. I have been hypercritical about your personal struggle. When you needed me to be patient and understanding I was harsh, and demanding. I want to say, I am sorry.

 

 

 

Instead of criticizing you when things did not go as you wanted or expected, I should have loved you even more, been a supportive voice, built you up instead of brought you down. When times got tough, I should never have blamed you, but rather, helped you see the light to find the way out. I let you down when you needed me most. I am supposed to be your rock, your go to, and I let you down. I want to say, I am sorry.

From this point forward I will do my very best to lift you up, and fill you with positive, uplifting energy. I will tell you, and show you, every day how much you mean to me. I will love you the way you deserve to be loved, and stop neglecting you, leaving you vulnerable to abuse and mistreatment. I will do for you what I should have been doing all along, I will protect you. I let you down, and I am sorry, and I will not let you down again.

I love you, you are worthy, you are beautiful, you are strong, you are perfect just the way you are right now. You deserve true love, acceptance, and for your every dream to come true. You are a force of positive energy moving towards greatness, and I am your biggest cheerleader, your number 1 fan. You…are me.

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